WHY?

I have no idea why I do this to myself over

and over 

and over.

I must never read a book that is part of a series 

unless the entire series is already released.

How have I not learned that I am horrible at waiting?

I have no patience and I become way too emotionally involved with fictional characters.

You see I just finished reading Pandemonium,

which is the 2nd book of the Delirium trilogy,

and now I feel like my life is pointless.

Ask Cory and Lo.

I am a pathetic mess.

I have read the last 2 pages about 20 times and with each time I still find myself hyperventilating 

and saying, 'noway, noway, noway'.

When I read the first book I didn't really love it.

So I figured there wouldn't be any harm in starting the 2nd one.

I was wrong.

I couldn't put it away.

And it was so good I want to read it again right now. 

So intense the whole time and way better than the first book.

But now I have to wait until NEXT February for the last book to come out. 

I am dying a little.

Also no one I know has read this book so I currently have nobody to discuss the amazingness that is Pandemonium.

It hurts me.

So pretty please someone read it and then fangirl with me.